Where have I been? I've been busy leaving my husband. I don't want to say mean things about him. I don't want to be angry. But I couldn't stay with him because I was getting sicker and sicker with him. Since leaving about a month ago, I have been happy and semiproductive and much more positive. This is a good thing. For a long time I stayed only because I believed I would not be able to take care of myself becuase of my Bipolar. But you know what? I have a support system and a roommate and everything is going to be great.